› Saturday, August 28, 2004

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

got bored, so i stole this from nik


= Now =

Current mood: a bad one
Current music: Christine Aguilera -Get Mine, Get Yours
Current taste: spit?
Current hair: drying
Current clothes: Hello Kitty underwear, red tank top
Current annoyance: being bored
Current smell: ocean breeze shampoo
Current thing I ought to be doin: idk, something useful with my life
Current windows open: none, the AC is on
Current desktop picture: a sun
Current favorite band: everythinggg
Current book: 4 Blondes
Current cd in stereo: idk
Current crush: i wish i had one
Current favorite celeb: umm, idk actually
Current hate: lots of things

= Do You =

Smoke?: quit a loong time ago =)
Do drugs?: um nope
Have sex?: nope
Give oral sex?: umm not in a long itme
Receive oral sex?: don't i wish
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: uh huh
Remember your first love?: too well
Still love him/her?: always will
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: not out of the closet ones, so who knows
Believe in miracles?: not in my life, other ppl have had them
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: i'd kill to find the guy who can
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends
Consider love a mistake?: not as long as you were happy
Like the taste of alcohol?: umm not liquor, others yes
Have a favorite candy?: milky ways & 3 musketeers
Believe in astrology?: yeaaa
Believe in magic?: def
Believe in God?: not in a certain religion, but in a higher being yes
Have any pets: my baby (suede) and the asshole dog
Do you plan to go to college: yes, of course
Have any piercings?: my ears, and belly button
Have any tattoos?: noope
Hate yourself: sometimes
Have an obsession?: yea haha....w/ charmed anddd prob CaKi-O haha could be considered one
Wish on stars?: aw, sometimes but don't expect anything to happen
Care about looks?: it is a factor but im not shallow



=Love life =

Do you have a crush or boy/girl friend?: umm
And his/her name would be?: ......
Do you talk to them often?: yes
How old is she/he?: um
How far have you gotten with this person?: yup
How far are you willing to get?: hmm lol
Could you imagine the rest of your life with this person?: idk
First crush: eddie, from lindenhurst
First boy/girlfriend: umm, herbie i would say
First kiss: ummm, billy from camp
Do you believe in love?: definetely
Ever been in love?: yea
Must a kiss be sacred?: nope, they can be just for fun
Must sex be saved for marriage?: ha, ha
How long was your longest relationship?: a couple days short of a year
How long was your shortest?: um a couple hours haha
Do you believe in love at 1st sight, or is it just extreme attraction?: extreme attraction
Do you believe in "the one?": yea, strongly
Describe your ideal significant other: really funny, awesome personality, good looking, trustworthy, faithful, my best friend


= Juicy stuff =

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: hahahaha, lmao
Have you ever been intoxicated?: ..are you joking?
Favorite place to be kissed?: neck ;)
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": um yea haha
Are you a tease?: when i wanna be
Shy to make the first move?: def not



= The best of... the worst of =

Best concert, why?: nsync..umm the only concert i've been to
Worst concert,why?: um yea
Best CD, why?: burned ones, b/c i cant listen to the same person over and over
Worst CD, why?: gay ones
Best restaurant, why?: the ones i went to in italy, best food of my liiiife
Worst restaurant, why?: umm, prob the diner in montauk
Best relationship, why?: first 6 months w/ ron, i was totally in love
Worst relationship, why?: the last couple months w/ ron... too many problems
Best thing you ever did, why?: fell in love, <33
Worst thing you ever did, why?:drank wayyyy to much :x
Best Quote, why?: ahhh so many, def. the ones that i can relate too



= Word association =

Rubber: condom
Rock: diamonds
Green: grass
Wet: water
Cry: guys
Peanut: butter
Hay: horses
Cold: nippy
Steamy: hott
Fast: slow
Freaky: friday
Rain: dance
Bite: me
Fuck: you harder
Blow: me
Religion: church


=Appearance=

Hair: brown
Eyes: hazel
Height: 5'o =[



=Last Thing You=

Bought: lots of clothes from the mall
Ate & drank: cheeseburger deluxe with a coke from the diner
Read: this survey
Watched on tv: slums of beverly hills



=Either/Or=

Club or houseparty: house party
Beer or cider: beer
Drinks or shots: drinks
Cats or dogs: cats
Single or taken: depends
Pen or pencil: pen
Gloves or mittens: gloves
Food or candy: food
Cassette or cd: cd
Coke or pepsi: coke
This or that: this? that?



=Who Do You Want To=

Kill: couple of people
Get really wasted with: my best friendsss
Look like: umm jessica simpson, angelina jolie, lots of famous people and a couple of my friends are totally gorgeous and i'm jealous :P
Be like: jessica simpson or ashlee... one of them
Avoid: nasty people



=Last Person You=
Talked to: my daddy
Hugged: umm.... my lil brittany devlin
Instant messaged: ashly
Kissed: hm...you know



=Where Do You=

Eat: lots of places
Cry: my room/ shower
Wish you were: in Rome, or tropical island



=Have You Ever=

Dated one of your best friends?: yea, herbie and i considered ron my best friend
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: too many times
Drank alcohol?: tehehe def
Done drugs?: did
Broken the law?: yeaa
Run away from home?: not really
Broken a bone?: noneee
Played truth or dare?: haha, defff ;)
Kissed someone you didn't know?: haha, only when i was under the influence
Been in a fight?: not a physical one
Come close to dying?: yup, i would say so




=What Is=


The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: i have all of the now cd's haha
Your bedroom like?: messy b/c im a lazy bum
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: waffles w/ fresh fruit 8 )
Your favorite restaurant?: a couple


=Random Questions=

What's on your bedside table?: alarm clock, table, phone, a million cups
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: anything that is in there
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: pearl harbor
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: umm lipo
What is your biggest fear?: clowns, dark, heights, porcelain dolls, and the list goes on
What feature are you most insecure about?: my stomach and my face i guess
Do you ever have to beg?: depends, what do i want? and who?
Are you a pyromaniac?: yea
Do you have too many love interests?: not enough lol
Crushes?: i want oneee haha
Do you know anyone famous?: nah
Describe your bed: awesome, sooo comfy
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneousss
Do you know how to play poker?: a little, i played once at the stern's, i got glasses tooo
What do you carry with you at all time?: usually my cell, when it works
How do you drive?: illegally
What do you miss most about being little?: not having the problems/worries i have to now
Are you happy with your given name?: eh its original
How much money would it take to get you to give up the internet for one year?: holy-a lot
What color is your bedroom?: purple
What was the last song you were listening to?: umm, best of me
Have you ever been in a play?: like class ones haha
Who are your best friends?: shelly, ashly, niki, col+jes, ronald, and the guys
Do you talk a lot?: umm i guess so
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: idk about like myself, but i believe in myself
Do you think you're cute?: i think i look verrry innocent
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: depends on their situation
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yea, i try my best
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: friends
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: awww, they are gay