Gone to the Beach

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2004-09-07T21:31:00.000-07:00

sunday
9/5/04
sunday

woke up and hung around the house. spending most of my day obsessing over cheerleading. then at night i headed over to the one and only JES BRUNET's casa woooo! haha and her parents were home. so mark was over and we made ourselves a couple of drinks and such. and went into her awesome back yard, and just drank and talked about everything. which was cool, until we all got trashed and started drunk dialing! haha... we called up joe froelich and andy, and they took a freakin cab, and came to her house.... and we had some fun!!! lmao! <3>

monday
9/6/04
monday
we woke up and ate pancakes. then i went homeee and got ready. then i went out w/ mother and darcy to get a lil more clothes. then when i got home, i got ready again... and went to ash's =) woo. at first i was just gonna stay for like an hour to see them and then go out w/ jes. but then jes had to go out to dinner. so i hungout with ash, shelly, and the guys for the night. we just hungout around ash's and fooled around. then we got hungry i guess, and went on a mad hunt for a place w/ a coin change that was open... didnt happen. but went to taco bell anyway with our massive amounts of coins. and got food, and ate it in the parking lot like bums, next to a line, in order btw, of really hot cars lol. then we hungout there for a lil bit, and then went the back way home. and tom decides to stop a lil bit after a stop sign, w/ a whole line of cars behind him, beginnign w/ colin, and then nick and i, then craig and shelly, and then eddie and ash, and then dillon, and powerbreak a couple hundred feet, and there was ser. so much freakin smoke nobody behind him could see so we all almost crashed haha. it was so sick though. then we stopped at tom's house so he can drop off his car. and then stopped in mcdonald's parking lot, so bobby can meet up with us, and to figure out what else we can do. and of course they went back to measure his burnout lines lol. then we couldn't figure anything else out, so we just went back to ash's and hungout. then we got in trouble by ash's parents for being loud, so some people left and the rest of us had to go upstairs. then we hungout for a lil bit longer and then went to sleep. shelly, craig and i shared ash's bed. and of course i was like stuck in the gap between the wall and the bed, not very comfy but w.e.

LAST NiGHT OF SUMMER

tuesday
9/7/04
tuesday

wow, its here... the last day of fucking summer. woke up and hungout w/ shelly and craig for a lil bit. and then they left, and i was all alone at ash's haha, she went to the doctor and everyone else had left. then my mommy picked me up and i just hungout all day, getting ready for school. then drugged up to help me fall asleep.

2004-09-06T10:27:00.000-07:00

sunday ....*
august 29th

woke up, and watched ' a league of their own' i love that movie! it makes me cry though, is that weird? hm... then at night ronald came over. we watched the VMA's for a little, then watched entourage. love how we still hangout on sunday's haha.

monday....*
august 30th

hungout all day, then i went to cheerleading..love....and our group nailed our lib woooo.

tuesday...*
august 31st

i hung around all day, then at night i went to blockbuster and taco bell. i got 'The Girl Next Door', 'New York Minute' and 'Godsend.' first we watched Godsend, i liked it .. it was freaky. then after that mikey and i watched 'The Girl Next Door' and it was like half porno/half romantic comedy. my kinda movie ;) haha. i liked it! i love movie nights man =)i love movie nights!

wednesday....*
september 1st

during the day, i watched New York Minute w/ Darcy and then watched The Girl Next Door again. then at night i had tumbling. which was good because i'm getting a lot better =).

thursday.......*
september 2nd

i woke up and had to go to the doctor, which was really awkward, b/c of my recent getting in troubleness. annnd they gave me a f'n shot those assholes!!!! but i got a really cool shiny bandaid then after we went to the deli and got sandwiches which were really good. then i went to BOOMERS! with my daddy, darcy, emily murphy, and arianna. it was a lot of fun. first we went onto these like bumber boats.... and it was darcy and i in one boat and emily and arianna in another. and they were the hardest things everrrr to drive. at first we just sat there spinning in circles. and im like screaming out profanities, and all these lil kids are looking at me. then when the bell thing rang to like dock them... darcy and i coudlnt get ours back in , and we were stuck in th emiddle of the pool all by ourselves. and then darcy had to bring us back in haha. and everyone was laughing at me! then i went on this like mini roller coaster w/ the kiddies, and it was so rough! haha, i cut my elbowwww. then i got to go go-karting. and i was like cutting people off left and right, it was so much fun! then we went inside and got food, i just got those like icecream things made out of lil balls. then i went on this airplane ride it was cool. then we hadda get back... and then at night i played w/ the kiddies again! haha

friday..........*
september 3rd

mommy and i went to smiths point at like 12. and when we got there it was red-flagged and the waves were like fucking huuuuuge. and you weren't allowed out past the first break, so i played in the water for a lil bit. it was such a nice day ! =) then we hadda get home so i can go to cheerleading from 5-8:30. which was a loooot of fun b/c we got our 360 nuccas!!! wooooo! then i got home, and went out to ruby's w/ my mommy, lori murphy, darcy and emily. and my mommy and lori were already plastered haha, so when the waiter comes... lori goes 'oooh, whats your name?' and hes like 'im michael ill be your waiter this evening' and shes like 'oooh michael, whats your sign?' all flirty... and hes like 'leo' and shes like 'oooh fire sign' and they started talking about his personality and stuff. then she goes...'ooh michael this is casey btw' and tried like hooking me up w/ him, i was like omgggg. then my mom goes to me ' its a known fact never give blowjobs w/ a sore in your mouth!' i was flipping out lmao! ah it was so funny! i had so much fuuun!

saturday......*
september 4th

i went to smiths point w/ mommy and mikey =). on the way there we stopped and got sandwiches at a deli and when we were in there, mikey and i were like play fighting and doing the robot fight from eurotrip haha, we are so weird but i love us 4L haha. then we went into woody's right next door to look at surfboards =D, yay, im getting one for christmas, i'm so excited. when we got there the waves were big but not as big as yesterday. yet it was still big enough to be red-flagged. but we had so much fun playing like before the first break. ahhh looove! we were getting like killed though, i went tumbling like 10 times lol. then on the way home, we stopped in plaza to get my cheer shoes that i was supposed to get like a month ago, and shoes for school. and ray works there so my bro had to look at like every freakin gun they had haha, and now my mom is like in love w/ ray, its pretty funny. lol

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2004-08-31T21:43:00.000-07:00

ummm... another survey i liked... so i took again =)

[/] been drunk.
[/] smoked pot.
[/] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[/] rode in a taxi.
[/] been dumped.
[/] shoplifted. (not clothes just stupid little things)
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[/] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ]celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[/] lied to a friend. *****only for good reasons.****
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[/] been to europe.
[/ ] skipped school.
[/] thrown up from drinking.
[/] lost your sibling.
[/]played 'clue'.
[/] had a sleepover party.
[/]went ice skating.
[ ] dropped x.
[/] been cheated on.
[ ]had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quinceanera.
[ ]had a car.
[/] drove.

Do you...
[ ] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[/]have a crush.
[ ] feel loved.
[/] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[1/2]hate yourself.
[/] think youre attractive.
[/] have a dog
[ 1/2] have your own room.
[/] listen to rap. (only some)
[/] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[ ] listen to techno.
[/] listen to reggae.
[/]paint your nails.
[/] have more than 1 best friend.
[/] get good grades.
[/ ] play an instrument
[/] have slippers.
[/] wear boxers.
[/] wear black eyeliner
[/] like the color blue.
[/] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] claim.
[/] like to read.
[/] like to write. (sometimes)
[/] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[/] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[/ ] ugly.
[/] pretty. (i hope!)
[/] ok.
[/] bored.
[1/2] happy.
[1/2]bilingual.
[/] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican
[ ] asian.
[/] short.
[ ] tallish.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[/] lazy.
[/] single.
[ ] taken.
[/] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[/] talking to someone.
[/] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[/] sleepy.
[/] annoyed.
[ ] on the phone.
[/] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[/] in your pjs.
[/] ticklish.
[/] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist

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2004-08-31T21:13:00.000-07:00

yup, bored again.. and i came across ANOTHER survey..thought i'd take it

NAME: Casey
BIRTHDAY: 12.14.88
HEIGHT: 5'0 :-[
EYES: hazel
HAIR: brown
SIBLINGS: 1 bro <3, and 1 sister

FRIENDS:
WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST: Ashly
WHO IS MOST ANNOYING: umm, you
WHO DO U TRUST THE MOST: each of them w/ different things
WHO KNOWS U THE MOST: Ron
WHOS THE HORNIEST: ummm, prob... Ash
WHO IS THE BLONDE: Ashly is really blonde...butt each have their moments
WHOS THE LAST ONE YOU TALKED TO: Niki/Lauren
WHO DO YOU FIGHT WITH THE MOST: Ron? i guess
WHO DO YOU CRY TO: i keep my crying to myself
WHO DO YOU ALWAYS THINK OF FIRST: i don't know
WHOS THE BITCH: umm, Shelly is a tough bitch? that count?
WHOS THE SHY ONE: none of them are really shy...
WHO DO YOU WISH YOU CAN SEE MORE OFTEN: Ashly....
WHO DO YOU THINK LOVES YOU THE MOST: haha, none of them :-[
WHO GETS ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS : all?
WHO INSPIRES YOU: umm, to think of tehe plans... Niki
WHOS THE FUNNIEST: they all are =)
WHOS THE WIERDEST: they are all fucked up haha
WHOS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR YOU: umm, some of them have gaps here and there, but they've all helped me through tough times
WHOS PULLED AN ALL-NITER WITH YOU: umm, a bunch of us @ Ashly's after party =D
WHO HAVE U BEEN ON THE PHONE LONGEST WITH: Ron
WHO WAS THE FIRST TO GET THEIR CAR: umm, idk, most of the guys?
WHO HAS HAD THE LONGEST RELATIONSHIP: Ashly
WHO HAS THE MOST PETS: umm, i think most of us have 2... lol

HAVE YOU EVER....
SMOKED: yup
DRANK: yup
KISSED: yupp
PULLED A ALL-NITER: lots of them ;D
HAD SEX: umm... private
WENT STREAKING: i don't think so
SKINNY-DIPPED: yeaaa, <3
BEEN DUMPED: yea, not a good feeling...
BEEN ONSTAGE: yup
FELL IN FRONT OF SOMEONE: haha,defff
PEE-D IN YOUR PANTS: :-[
CHEATED: umm, not in a long long time, i know how it feels now...
GONE COMANDO: most of the time, i am
WORN NO BRA: haha, i like to be free a lot of the time
LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOU CRY: unfortunately
KISSED A GIRL: yup
WORKED A CORNER: shhhh =O, jp
GOTTEN STOPPED BY A COP: yuppp, halloween haha
BEEN LATE: oh god, story of my life
KISSED ON THE BEACH: yea, i believe so
SEEN A SHOOTING STAR: probably
DID U MAKE A WISH? yea, most likely
HAS IT COME TRUE? probably not...
LIED: not in a long, long time
BEEN EMO: haha, i guess so

ONE OR THE OTHER.....
CHOCO MILK OR MILK: Chocolate Milk
COLD OR HOT: hot
BOY OR GIRL: well, i like boys if thats what you are asking
YES OR NO: yes...no...yes... no?
SIT OR STAND: sit, i'm very lazy
BLACK OR WHITE: black
GIVE OR RECIEVE: umm, truthfully.. receive haha
ROSE OR DAISY: rose
SING OR LISTEN TO SOMEONE SING: i like to sing in the car and such
BEACH OR POOL: umm, beach... especially if we are talking ocean
PRIVATE OR PUBLIC SCHOOL: private w/ lots of friends =)
MATH OR ENGLISH: defff english
FOOD OR DRINKS: foood
HILARY DUFF OR LINDSEY LOHAN: aw, i like both
ELVIS OR MARILYN: marilyn monroe?
BRITNEY SPEARS OR CRISTINA AGUILARA: i like a couple of songs from each.
ASHLEE OR JESSICA SIMPSON : ashlee, but jessica is prettier + has a better voice
EAT OR SLEEP: aaaah, can't chooose!
LOVE OR LIKE: love....<3
PEPSI OR COKE: i'm addicted to coke =O
DANCE OR SING: umm, im not good at either haha
CRY OR SMILE: i like to smile
STARS OR HEARTS: hmm, idk

DO YOU LIKE...
TALKING ON THE FONE: eh
STAYING UP ALL NIGHT: if i'm having a good time, then yea
PLAYING IN THE SNOW: yeaaa : P
TO GO TO THE BEACH: def
WORKING OUT: umm, im lazy
DANCE: yea
CHOCOLATE: <333
KISSING: a lot
HEARING STORIES: good ones...not rumors and such
ARGUING: try to avoid arguments at all costs
GOING ONLINE: yea, im probably considered addicted
PARTIES: hell yeaaa
YOU FRIENDS: of course =D
WATCHING TV: if it's a good show, like charmed or entourage

OTHER...
WHAT MAKES YOU MAD: life sometimes
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: having a good time w/ my friends //love
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING: dark grey
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: this morning
LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCH: Charmed / Law&Order
YOUR SCARIEST MOMENT: when the clown attacked me!
LAST THING YOU ATE: Mexican Pizza from Taco Bell
WHAT CD ARE YOU LISTENING TO: none
WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW: go party...or sleep.. or hangout w/ you *
WHAT ANIMAL WOULD YOU BE: some kind of bird, i would want to fly
THE LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED REALLY HARD: sunday?
WON A CROWN: nope : [
LOST SOMETHING: constantly
SOMETHING INTERESTING ABOUT YOU: 'well, im addicted to porn and i masterbate constantly....PILLOW FIGHT' haha (sorority boys)
BAD HABIT: im lazy
BEEN TRICKED: yea-- gr on you people!
LAST THING I SAID: ummm, 'i wanted to watch it!'
LAST TIME YOU CRIED: today
DO YOU LIKE SOMONE: ummm, confused at the moment...check back laterrr

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2004-08-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

august 25'`
wednesday

i woke up and hung around the house. and could hardly eat b/c of my jawww. then at night i had tumbling, which is always pretty fun.

august 26'`
thursday

i went to the mall with mommy, and i got a lot. alotta school clothes, uggghh, its so close =(. then at night i went to cheer, which was good. a lot of running b/c we got in trouble though.

august 27 '`
friday

woke up, and nobody was home =O. then i just hung around, and then grandma came voer and brought me food, and to cheer. cheer was good, we did a lib and all sorts of cool things and the dance is looking good. then i came home and went to sleeeeeep.

august 28 '`
saturday

i got woken up at like 6 by the fucking dog and then fell back to sleep for a lil and had the weirdest dream, urgh. and then i woke up again for cheer. cheer was really hot and i didnt do so good, so i wasn't that happy. then my dad picked me up and we went to the diner, father/daughter bonding i guess. it was good. then i went home, showered and slept. then, i got mcdonalds and went downport with colette derosa =D. we saw christine, em, and ashley and walked around with them and screamed out things haah like retards, they are sooo funny. and some really old guy passes us and was like hey you girls can come back with me and my friends and shit, and we yelled something back joking around, and hes like ' ooh for that i have to turn around' and he came up to us adn was like so how old are you girls , and we are like 15, and hes like 'oh shit, well let me just say when you girls get older you will all be very beautiful' haha then they left and we walked around and caught up with each other. and saw joeee froelich. then they went into starbucks and we left them. and we saw ashly, tom, craig, nick, eddie and a couple other ppl come in. and i said hi and on our way over to them, colette goes ' i cant help it im really sensitve when im messed up' and swings her arm and so i mocked her and almost hit some guy in the head, and hes like im really sensitive! dont make fun! it was fucking omg funny haha. and then we went back to find joe. and then we hungout with them for a lil. and got picked up. it was a lot of fun, i looooove my coletta derosaaa, hha =D.

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2004-08-28T15:39:00.000-07:00

got bored, so i stole this from nik

= Now =

Current mood: a bad one
Current music: Christine Aguilera -Get Mine, Get Yours
Current taste: spit?
Current hair: drying
Current clothes: Hello Kitty underwear, red tank top
Current annoyance: being bored
Current smell: ocean breeze shampoo
Current thing I ought to be doin: idk, something useful with my life
Current windows open: none, the AC is on
Current desktop picture: a sun
Current favorite band: everythinggg
Current book: 4 Blondes
Current cd in stereo: idk
Current crush: i wish i had one
Current favorite celeb: umm, idk actually
Current hate: lots of things

= Do You =

Smoke?: quit a loong time ago =)
Do drugs?: um nope
Have sex?: nope
Give oral sex?: umm not in a long itme
Receive oral sex?: don't i wish
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: uh huh
Remember your first love?: too well
Still love him/her?: always will
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: not out of the closet ones, so who knows
Believe in miracles?: not in my life, other ppl have had them
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: i'd kill to find the guy who can
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends
Consider love a mistake?: not as long as you were happy
Like the taste of alcohol?: umm not liquor, others yes
Have a favorite candy?: milky ways & 3 musketeers
Believe in astrology?: yeaaa
Believe in magic?: def
Believe in God?: not in a certain religion, but in a higher being yes
Have any pets: my baby (suede) and the asshole dog
Do you plan to go to college: yes, of course
Have any piercings?: my ears, and belly button
Have any tattoos?: noope
Hate yourself: sometimes
Have an obsession?: yea haha....w/ charmed anddd prob CaKi-O haha could be considered one
Wish on stars?: aw, sometimes but don't expect anything to happen
Care about looks?: it is a factor but im not shallow

=Love life =

Do you have a crush or boy/girl friend?: umm
And his/her name would be?: ......
Do you talk to them often?: yes
How old is she/he?: um
How far have you gotten with this person?: yup
How far are you willing to get?: hmm lol
Could you imagine the rest of your life with this person?: idk
First crush: eddie, from lindenhurst
First boy/girlfriend: umm, herbie i would say
First kiss: ummm, billy from camp
Do you believe in love?: definetely
Ever been in love?: yea
Must a kiss be sacred?: nope, they can be just for fun
Must sex be saved for marriage?: ha, ha
How long was your longest relationship?: a couple days short of a year
How long was your shortest?: um a couple hours haha
Do you believe in love at 1st sight, or is it just extreme attraction?: extreme attraction
Do you believe in "the one?": yea, strongly
Describe your ideal significant other: really funny, awesome personality, good looking, trustworthy, faithful, my best friend

= Juicy stuff =

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: hahahaha, lmao
Have you ever been intoxicated?: ..are you joking?
Favorite place to be kissed?: neck ;)
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": um yea haha
Are you a tease?: when i wanna be
Shy to make the first move?: def not

= The best of... the worst of =

Best concert, why?: nsync..umm the only concert i've been to
Worst concert,why?: um yea
Best CD, why?: burned ones, b/c i cant listen to the same person over and over
Worst CD, why?: gay ones
Best restaurant, why?: the ones i went to in italy, best food of my liiiife
Worst restaurant, why?: umm, prob the diner in montauk
Best relationship, why?: first 6 months w/ ron, i was totally in love
Worst relationship, why?: the last couple months w/ ron... too many problems
Best thing you ever did, why?: fell in love, <33
Worst thing you ever did, why?:drank wayyyy to much :x
Best Quote, why?: ahhh so many, def. the ones that i can relate too

= Word association =

Rubber: condom
Rock: diamonds
Green: grass
Wet: water
Cry: guys
Peanut: butter
Hay: horses
Cold: nippy
Steamy: hott
Fast: slow
Freaky: friday
Rain: dance
Bite: me
Fuck: you harder
Blow: me
Religion: church

=Appearance=

Hair: brown
Eyes: hazel
Height: 5'o =[

=Last Thing You=

Bought: lots of clothes from the mall
Ate & drank: cheeseburger deluxe with a coke from the diner
Read: this survey
Watched on tv: slums of beverly hills

=Either/Or=

Club or houseparty: house party
Beer or cider: beer
Drinks or shots: drinks
Cats or dogs: cats
Single or taken: depends
Pen or pencil: pen
Gloves or mittens: gloves
Food or candy: food
Cassette or cd: cd
Coke or pepsi: coke
This or that: this? that?

=Who Do You Want To=

Kill: couple of people
Get really wasted with: my best friendsss
Look like: umm jessica simpson, angelina jolie, lots of famous people and a couple of my friends are totally gorgeous and i'm jealous :P
Be like: jessica simpson or ashlee... one of them
Avoid: nasty people

=Last Person You=
Talked to: my daddy
Hugged: umm.... my lil brittany devlin
Instant messaged: ashly
Kissed: hm...you know

=Where Do You=

Eat: lots of places
Cry: my room/ shower
Wish you were: in Rome, or tropical island

=Have You Ever=

Dated one of your best friends?: yea, herbie and i considered ron my best friend
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: too many times
Drank alcohol?: tehehe def
Done drugs?: did
Broken the law?: yeaa
Run away from home?: not really
Broken a bone?: noneee
Played truth or dare?: haha, defff ;)
Kissed someone you didn't know?: haha, only when i was under the influence
Been in a fight?: not a physical one
Come close to dying?: yup, i would say so

=What Is=

The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: i have all of the now cd's haha
Your bedroom like?: messy b/c im a lazy bum
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: waffles w/ fresh fruit 8 )
Your favorite restaurant?: a couple

=Random Questions=

What's on your bedside table?: alarm clock, table, phone, a million cups
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: anything that is in there
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: pearl harbor
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: umm lipo
What is your biggest fear?: clowns, dark, heights, porcelain dolls, and the list goes on
What feature are you most insecure about?: my stomach and my face i guess
Do you ever have to beg?: depends, what do i want? and who?
Are you a pyromaniac?: yea
Do you have too many love interests?: not enough lol
Crushes?: i want oneee haha
Do you know anyone famous?: nah
Describe your bed: awesome, sooo comfy
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneousss
Do you know how to play poker?: a little, i played once at the stern's, i got glasses tooo
What do you carry with you at all time?: usually my cell, when it works
How do you drive?: illegally
What do you miss most about being little?: not having the problems/worries i have to now
Are you happy with your given name?: eh its original
How much money would it take to get you to give up the internet for one year?: holy-a lot
What color is your bedroom?: purple
What was the last song you were listening to?: umm, best of me
Have you ever been in a play?: like class ones haha
Who are your best friends?: shelly, ashly, niki, col+jes, ronald, and the guys
Do you talk a lot?: umm i guess so
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: idk about like myself, but i believe in myself
Do you think you're cute?: i think i look verrry innocent
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: depends on their situation
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yea, i try my best
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: friends
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: awww, they are gay

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-08-25T12:12:00.000-07:00

saturday *
august 21st

i woke up and called shelly. then i got ready and everything and headed over there. steven is leaving on sunday, so her aunt carol and leah + jeffrey were all there. and then a lil bit later, ashly and craig came over. then shelly got a craving for mozerella + tomatoes and everything, so she had her dad run out and get everything, then make them. they were really good =). then dillon came over, and a lil bit later nick. and we just hungout in shelly's room joking around. then everyone got hungry, so we went to la casa. after la casa we went back to ashly's b/c her parents were away. then tom came over and the manzo's and dano. and then shelly ashly and i went up into ashly's room and hungout in there, anddd =). and then all the guys except craig left to go 'play' with tom's new car.. (its really hot) and then niki came over. and so the 5 of us hungout in her kitchen and were very hyper. so shelly started like drooling all over herslef and like, then ashly joined. and then we tried making eachother laugh to see who would spit first. then we just fooled around, it was a lot of fun =D. then my mom came and picked me up b/c i hafta wake up mad early in the morning for MONTAUK!

sunday *

august 22nd

we woke up really early (7) and got everything in the car and picked up shelly. then we were on the road for 2 hours and got into montauk around 9 in the morning. we went and got breakfast at john's pancake house. and as we were waiting, john kerry (the guy running for president) passed us with like a following and everything. we also ran into dan + corey stein. and we talked to them for a bit, and told them were we would be later on, so we can meet up and surf together. then we ate breakfast, i had waffles with fresh fruit again, yummm, so gooddd! then we got our boards, which was really very funny getting two surfboards into the sebring haha, but we did it. then we went over to ditch plains. and hungout for a bit. then we saw the steins again and they made their spot right next to ours. then shelly and i went out into the water to surf (the steins said tehyd be out a lil later) and the surf was really rough and big. and i got out there pretty good the first time, but it took shelly like half an hour after me to get out there. and then shelly accidently got taken back in by a wave haha, and got the steins to come back out. and i was yet to even ride a wave, they were all wayyy to big. then the 3 of them came out , and we were fooling around. and then corey and i were like fuck this, we are just gonna take anything. so we did, and of course.. when i got off it, i got kiiilled by all the next waves coming in b/c the sets were so close together. then we all took a break and just talked. and then wetn back out later, and it was soo hard getting out this time b/c ti got even rougher and i was just getting killed. then we were just fooling around on teh boards having a good time. and of course my best ride, was the ride that i didn't even mean to take, but decided to jump up anyway haha. it was a lot of fun. then we went back to our hotel, the beach plum. and jumped in the pool and got ready . and shelly and i went to luigi's to get dinner. and i got baked ziti, which was freaking awesome. then we went and walked around. and there was like nobody around which sucked. so we got icecream and went down to the beach w/ my mom and darcy to start a bonfire. and hungout there all night . my mom got us a 6 pack and we just chilled. then we went back to the hotel and slept, i was sooo tired from surfing.

monday *

august 23rd

we woke up and got ready, and got everythign packed and into the car. and went to anthony's for breakfast, i got pancakes with sausage. it was good. then we went to the beach for the day. and we tanned mostly b/c the waves were little, but the water was really nice. haha, and darcy kept pissing me off so i just put her head into the sand haha. then at liek 3:45 we left montauk b/c i had to get back for cheerleading. buuut of course we were stuck in the hamptons for 2 and half hours!! omg , i was dying. and of course by the time we got home i was and hour late for cheerleading, and coach yelled. =). then i got home, and niki and i really wanted to go to the movies, but nobody could take us =(. haha. then i chilled and went to bed early b.c i was exhausted.

tuesday *

august 24th

i woke up and just hung around the house all day, sleeeping. then i had cheerleading from 6-8:30. and we were doing britney's twist-down and the pops were off so she kinda hit me in the jaw a couple of times, so now i cant open my jaw a lot or close it tight. then we did cheers and the dance, which im not that bad at actually =). then when i came home it was too late to do anything.

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-08-23T20:59:00.000-07:00

Last car ride: ride home from cheer
Last kiss: umm, thursday?
Last good cry: ughh, alot
Last library book checked out: umm, sometime during school
Last movie seen: taking lives & confessions of a teenage drama queen
Last book read: Envy
Last cuss word uttered: 'fucking stupid bitch'
Last beverage drank: coke from wendy's
Last food consumed: pancakes & sausages from anthony's
Last phone call: umm to mikey from montauk, in an attempt to prank him... didn't work too well
Last TV show watched: growing up gotti
Last time showered: uumm couple hours ago
Last shoes worn: cheer shoes, not the ones that i'm supposed to have though tehe
Last CD played: ummm, can't even remember
Last item bought: starbucks
Last downloaded: a bunch of thursday songs
Last annoyance: 2 and a half hours driving through the hamptons
Last disappointment: sunday night in montauk
Last soda drank: coke
Last thing written: the question I answered before this
Last key used: backspace
Last words spoken: grr
Last sleep: last night in the hotel room
Last IM: 'im excited' to niki
Last ice cream eaten: mint chocolate chip w/ chocolate sprinkles =D
Last time amused: by my niki :-P
Last time wanting to die: umm, prob in the car
Last time hugged: lauren stern, after almost killing her falling trying to do spins in the dance we hafta do!
Last time resentful: hmm, big word
Last chair sat in: kitchen
Last lipstick used: honey kiss
Last underwear worn: army/cloud one... never figured that one out yet
Last bra worn: a white one
Last time dancing: at cheerleading... like 3 different dances lol
Last poster looked at: umm the 52 anniversary of anthony's haha
Last web page visited: moviefone

1 MINUTE AGO: talking to niki
1 HOUR AGO: trying to find someone to take us to the movies
1 DAY AGO: in montauk, surfing/chillen on the becah
1 WEEK AGO: um, idk check one week ago on my blog
1 YEAR AGO: i have no idea, prob with ron.. lol

I HURT: my sunburned ass
I LOVE: my friends, especially niki
I HATE: that my life blows
I FEAR: a lot of things, one in particular : /
I HOPE: i'm happy in the future
I HIDE: everything
I DRIVE: sometimes, never legally
I MISS: you *
I NEED: a boyfriend
I THINK: i hate my life hahaha

What's in your cd player: nothing, dont really listen to CD's
What color socks are you wearing: none
What's under your bed: um, nothing anymore unfortunately
What time did you wake up today: 9:30... to go to the beach
Where do you want to go: to sleep
Where do you want to live: a huge house
What is your career going to be: i have no idea
how many kids do you want: 2 i think
What kind of car will you have: something hot

Current taste: idk
Current hair: straight and messy, like always
Current clothes: pink/black/white plaid pj pants and a black tank
Current annoyance: people
Current longing: to sleep
Current desktop picture: a sun that says... 'but i see a new sun rising in the east'
Current worry: urgh, dont wanna talk about it
Current hate: people
Story behind your username: just liked it
Current favorite article of clothing: idk which one in particular

Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes & lips
Last cd that you bought: long fucking time ago
Favorite place to be: prob, beach.. surfing
Least favorite place: idk, school?
Favorite thing to make: brownies
Time you wake up in the morning? depends
If you could play any instrument, what would it be: electric guitar
Favorite color: a lot, pink, purple, blue, white , black
How tall are you? 5 feet : [
Current favourite word: fugger
Favorite book: umm, theres a couple of them
Favorite season: summer
One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: umm, lots of people
Favorite day: Friday and Sat
Type a line you remember from any book: can't think of any
A random lyric: ' i got you babe'
Identify some things surrounding your computer: lots of makeup, and lots of glasses

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-08-22T12:29:00.000-07:00

monday the 16th

i went to the mall with my mommy and out to lunch. i got new clothes : ) and then we ate at friday's and had a very interesting chat haha, gotta love my mom. then at night i thought i had plans, but i guess not.. some people dont love me i guess....

today was my kitty's birthday =D <33333

tuesday the 17th

today was my mommy's birthday so during the day my mommy, darcy, ashly and i went to west meadow beach. it was so nice out finallyyy. we got subway and there was the sandbar, and it took me like an hour to fucking find a hermit crab, i was so excited when i found one though
: P. then i went home and showered, and once again didnt get a call haha. so i went out to dinner with family for mommy's birthday, it was sooo good haha.

wednesday the 18th

during the day i just ate leftovers and slept. then at night i picked up l stern a lil early and we got starbucks (i had the WORST craving ) then we went to tumbling. i have to say, it was def one of the funnest times ive had at tumbling in awhile. there was like 7 of us there and laur christine and i being the only returnees. and after coach left and we got sick of tumbling we decided to play around w/ stunts for a lil. at first it started with chairs. then we decided to build up the mats really high and christine would jump off backwards and doug, laur and i would catch her like she was cradling down. then we got bored of that so decided to make up our own stunts. and christine and i based w/ laur in the back mini stunts (preps, fulls and even one lib on our knees) it was aloootta fun. = )

thursday the 19th

i hungout slept the whole day and then at like 4 i went to my g-ma's for dinner and hungout w/ angie and erin til like 7. then i went to ronald's house and we chilled.

friday the 20th

ronald, mikey, mommy and i all went to smiths point. and the waves were big = ), and all i wanted to do was play in them. but ronald was too tired, and decided to fall asleep on the blanket. noooot a good idea, so i proceeded in pouring water alllll over him ; ). of course he beat the shit outta me after, but it worked he woke up and went back in the water with mee haha and it was mad funny lol. yeaaa go me! then after the ocean i was so exhausted. so i stayed in and went to blockbuster w/ my sister, and we got taking lives and confessions of a teenage drama queen. so i made popcorn and watched taking lives, WHAT A GOOD MOVIE, i loveeeed it. it was so like suspenseful ahhh. then after that everyone else went to bed and i stayed up and watched confessiosn of a teenage drama queen and made 'the dip'. it was a cute movie, gotta love lindsay lohan lol.

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-08-15T23:11:00.001-07:00

Saturday<3
August 14th

yayyyy shelly's block party!!!! i got up got ready and headed over to shelly's at around 3. i got there and everyone had a lil buzz going already. we all hungout and went in the trailor and danced, and i went on the trampoline w/ niki and christine, both were drunken messes, i was the sober one all night= ). i only took one shot off the ice slide, just to do it. then i hadda go home and get ready for amanda's sweet 16 =). i got there, and amanda looked soo pretty!!!i loved her hairrrr. then i ate soo much and danced for a bit and then left at like a quarter to 10 b/c i was a bit uncomfortable, b/c i wasnt good freinds w/ anyone there really. then i went back to shelly's and everyone was pisssss ass drunkkkk. and i missed skinny dipping =(, but we kinda made up for it lmaoooo. but her dad came in hahahahh and steven was passed out on the freaking flooor. oh god, i love you girls.... after we made a few calls ;) then we all hungout downstairs and ate. and kristie, christine, niki, nick, cory and i just sat there torturing niki and nick haha. then everyone started passing out sooo early b/c they had been drinkign since 3 lol. but me and chrissy were still really awake, so we went in the kitchen and hungout but then craig and stacii kicked us out of the kitchen b/c we had the light on.. so we ran out into the rain and went into the trailor. and it was really scary b/c it was so dark and it was pouuuuring, and of course we were seriously freaking ourselves out. so we closed all the blinds so no-one could see us and put the thing of knives right next to us. then we popped in finding nemo and got all comfy and talked til like 3 something. then we went back inside and accidently woke everyone else up haha. and as we were going to sleep jazz finally woke up and came into her room ( he was passed out in the bathroom--whihc was creepy b/c all you saw was his hand sticking out of the door) .. then a lil bit after jazz, steve woke up and came in and asked us what happened the whole night b/c he has no rememberance of anything hahaha. so we told him of his dirty dancing lol. then we went to sleep. and in the middle of the freakin night the cat kept jumping all over us on the floor and like playing w/ my hair and stratching me, oooh i was so angrryy haha.

Sunday <3
August 15th

all the guys woke up like early i think, and then the girls (except cory who had to leave for a job interview) woke up like 12? somethign? maybe? then steven and jazz came in, all hungover haha along w/ the rest of the household. and we decided we are all starving so we went to friendlysss. ( i got dippin' chicken =D) and then steven and jazz started throwing things at each other, but we broke it up b/c we were in friendlys and we wanted to eat haha, then they started talking about how they realy hate eachother, and broke out the racist jokes and everything, it was bad, i felt so bad haha. then they started scheming ways to get eachother. and so jazz took his left over burger, and put all diff condiments on it.. and picked his tray thing up and when we went outside he was threatening to throw it at steven, so steve just hit it back into his face, and it went allll over jazz. then steve ran to his car and locked himself in like apussy. and jazz went back into friendlys and bought a milkshake. and he calmly got into the car (sitting behind steve) and we left. then on the way back, jazz kept like pretending to dump the milkshake on steve's head.. then as we were goinginto shelly's road.. steve pulled over.. and ripped jazz outta the car pretty violently (ripping his shirt in the process) then they poured the milkshake all over eachother. so they were too dirty to get back in the car.. so they walked the rest of the way and shelly drove... and steven decided to hitch a ride on the hood lol. then when we got back to the house jazz ran up the stairs and grapped a thing of toothpaste, and started chasing steven w/ it.. and into the kitchen... he tripped and went flying and like squirted the toothpaste out ( the fall broke his toe btw lmaoooo) but he got up anyway and chased steve out the door , getting toothpaste all over himself and steve. then when steve was cleanign off his car b/c of the milkshake, he decided to spray all of us haha. then jazz flagged steven in front of all of us..it was so fucking funnyyy. then after everyoen calmed down and niki and christine left.. shelly and i just hung around w/ a couple of the guys playing video games and watching tv. then i left at like 5ish. and took a shower, and got ready. then mommy and i went and picked up ron and we got blockbuster.. i was disappointed i wanted to get the prince&me , but there was none left >:O so we got 13 going on 30. and came back , chilled + watched the movie which was cute and then watched charmed & entourage. then he left...

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-08-15T20:16:00.000-07:00

Saturday<3
August 14th

Sunday <3
August 15th

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-08-13T15:18:00.000-07:00

thursday 8/12

woke up. hung around the house being a bum like usual. then @ 5 i had cheerleading... we got there went over the hip-hop dance, ugh, i hate dancing haha...but then we went outside and stunted = )... and after a few tries and moving things around a bit my group ( sarah and i basing, devlin flying and steph backing) got our lib =). it was a good feeling to finally get it, it was always bothering me lol. after cheer i came home and hungout + got micky d's then i went to friendly's w/ shelly, jaci, joe and christine. im sucha fatty haha, i love it = P...

friday the 13th = O

got up kinda early, urgh too much shit on my mind lately... i hate it... : /and ive just been hanging around all day, helping mommy w/ the new furniture. its sucha shitty day out... and now im very bored....

PART I] About You...
+ Name: Casey
+ sex: girlie
+ Age: 15
+ Location: MP
+ Religion: methodist
+ Height: 5'o : [
+ Shoe Size: 4/5
+ Hair color: Brown
+ Eye color: hazel?
+ Fears: oh god--dark, clowns, thunder, porcelain dolls, heights, prob more i just cant think
+ Good qualities about you: umm, none? haha
+ Bad Qualities about you: alot prob lol

[PART II] Have You Ever...
+ Cheated on someone? hmm, yea... sorry : /
+ Fallen off the bed? lmaooo, yea w/ col and jes.. lol
+ Fallen for a relative? no, incest is kinda illegal
+ Had plastic surgery? nope
+ Broke someone`s heart? umm, idk...im sorry if i did
+ Had your heart broken? too many times...
+ Had a dream come true? i guess
+ Done something you regret? yes, very much so.
+ Cheated on a test? haha, yea bio
+ Broken a body part? nopee

[PART III] Currently
+ Wearing? frost valley boxers and white halter
+ Listening to? starting line
+ Eating? nothing, i just had pizza though
+ Feeling? bored
+ Reading? quotes
+ Located? my room
+ Chatting with? no-one, my away is up
+ Watching? high crimes
+ Craving? just ate, so nothing for now
+ Should REALLY be doing ? cleaning my room hehe

[PART IIII] Do you...
+ Brush your teeth? yes
+ Like anybody? eh...sensitive subject
+ Have any piercings? ears and belly buttonnn
+ Drive? umm, not legally..but i did just get back from driving to get pizza
+ Believe in Santa Claus? no... not for awhile now
+ Smoke? not anymore
+ Drink? sometimes
+ Got a cellphone? yea, its a piece
+ Got a pager? they are for drug dealers =)

[PART V] Friends...
+ Who is your best? shelly, ashly, niki, col, jes....
+ Who is the loudest? ummm erica
+ Who is the shyest? angie, my cousin (ANG, why wont you sit ANGGGG--lmao montauk)
+ Who is the most talkative? jes
+ Who laughs the most? coletteeee
+ Who have you known the longest? outta my close friends.. ashlyy
+ Who have you known the shortest? umm been friends w/ niki the shortest
+ Who do you miss the most? i havent seen ash in awhileee
+ Who do you turn to for personal problems? shelly + ashly mostly
+ Do you only hang out with a certain type? nopee
+ Do you belong to a crew? haha i guess
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? uh huh
+ Do you consider yourself POPULAR? not at all
+ Do you trust your friends? some of them
+ Are you a good friend? i'd hope so
+ Can you keep a secret? yea, one of my few talents haha

[PART VI] The last person you...
+ Hugged? shelly?
+ Gave props? umm idk
+ Talked to on the phone? prob my mom
+ Yelled at? my stupid dog, or my bro or my sis... or all 3
+ Checked out? ppl in montauk ;)
+ Fell in love with? ron
+ Tripped On? chair

[PART VII]
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? i have no idea
+ What was the worst day of your life? umm, trying to forget it thanks
+ What is your most embarrassing story? idk actually, and if i did , i doubt i'd say it
+ What has been the best day of your life? lots of days...
+ What comes first in your life? my friends and fam
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? no boyfriend =(
+ Turn ons? eyes, lips, bodies.. surfer guysss
+ Turn offs? super hairy guys and cocky guys
+ What are you most scared of? umm clowns
+ If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? back of my head haha
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? a lot of shit
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? yea..
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? once, and unfortunately, first loves never go away
+ Love your family? i guess underneath it all
+ Love your friends? most of em ;)
+ Have you fought? not physically
+ What are you addicted to? food
+ Want to move? sometimes

[PART VIII] Favorite...
+ Movie: prob, pearl harbor and eurotrip.. but a lot are up there
+ Song: depends on when you ask me
+ Group: looooooots , too many to name
+ Singer: same as above.
+ Store: w.e has the clothes i like
+ Sport: cheerleading <3 and softball
+ Vacation Spot: italy, but thats also b/c its the only place i've been
+ Ice Cream Flavor: mint chocolate chip from the ice cream club in montauk =)
+ Fruit: strawberries and blueberries
+ Candy: reeses pieces and crunchy m&m's
+ Food: aaaaaaah, couldnt choose
+ Car: idk
+ Class: umm, science.. but hate chem and spanish
+ Holiday: christmas
+ Day of the Week: friday or saturday
+ Color: black, purple, pink , blue, blue-ish green, white
+ Magazine: um, any of the chic ones would do
+ Name for a Girl: chloe
+ Name for a Boy: joshua
+ Favorite spot for a date: beach
+ Favorite spot for an anniversary: haha, any tropical island would do
+ Favorite resturant: umm, something mexican
+ McDonalds: number 8
+ Burger King: hate burger king... bad fries
+ In and Out: what?
+ Wendy's: chicken nuggetsss and fries

[PART IX] Do you...
+ Like to give hugs? def
+ Like to give kisses? only to those who deserve it
+ Like to walk in the rain? depends who i'm with
+ Prefer black or blue pens? blackk
+ Dress up on Halloween? i miss it lol
+ Have a job? haha noooo, im a bum
+ Like to travel? yea, too bad i never do
+ Like someone? urgh
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side and tummy
+ Think you're attractive? im ok, not really though especially in comparison to some ppl
+ Want to get married? later on in my life if i find the right guy
+ Have a goldfish? i won one once .. but then it died...
+ Ever have the falling dream? haha, yeaaa
+ Have stuffed animals? mr. moo mooo
+ Go on vacation? hardly

[PART X] What do you think about...
+ Abortion: support it
+ Bill Clinton: haha, what a pimp
+ Smoking: i don't do it, but i don't mind if others do
+ Suicide: undecided
+ Summer: best times!!!!!!, partyyyyy!
+ Tattoos: eh, im over that stage of wanting one
+ Piercing: as long as you dont go over board
+ Make-up: as long as you dont cake it on and know how to do it

[PART XI] This or that...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? both, but should be either/or
+ Single or taken? taken <33 .. single is fun too though
+ MTV or BET? mtv
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? 7th heaven
+ Sugar or salt? both
+ Silver or gold? silver
+ Chocolate or flowers? chocolate
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? black and white is so classic...but color is nice too
+ M&M's or Skittles? m&m's
+ Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late and then sleep in
+ Hot or cold? umm hot
+ Sun or moon? sun, but i liek night better i think
+ Left or Right? right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
+ Spring or Fall? spring, closer to summer
+ Give or receive? receive
+ Happy or sad? happpy is always a better time
+ Wonder or amazement? wonder that ends in amazement
+ McDonald's or Burger King? MICKEY D'S<3
+ Mexican or Italian food? mexicanooo
+ Lights on or off? off, as long as its not too dark, since then ill be afraid
+ Candy or soda? soda , im addicted
+ Pepsi or Coke? coke

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-08-09T20:14:00.000-07:00

sunday 8/8

i woke up, hung around the house with ang and watched bad santa a couple of times...loooove that movieee. then i just chilled for a bit after she left. and at night ronald came overr. and we just chilled and watched entourage , b/c he forceeeded meeee lol. then we drove him homeee.

monday 8/9

woke up, had eggs and bacon and then played some pinball (my life).. then i wetn to shelly's and we got a pedicure = ) my toesies are all cute... then we went to cvs and picked up highlights for shellys hair.. and hair color for her g-ma....we got back and did her g-ma's hair first.. but it didnt take b/c her hair is so dark... then shelly's mom did hers... and she kinda just put 3 big blobs at the top and it didnt go all the way to the bottom...so it came out really bad at first.. then steven and i fixed it so now it doesnt look all that bad, but steve took us to get dye just in case she really still hates it after a couple days... but shes pretty much blonde now..steve also brought home a lot of stuff for her g-ma's hair.. and he sttripped it, and it cmae out like.. orange, i felt bad. then we tired to redye it and it didnt take, so now its just like blonde blonde at the bottom and red at the top... then niki came over and we dyed her hair too and it came out really good then we started puttign in higlights, but my mommy picked me up before i coudl see the results haha.

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-08-07T20:55:00.000-07:00

tuesday 8/3

hung around the house all day like the lazy bum i am... then at night i went over to shelly's to see her new kitty! its really cute <3

wednesday 8/4

i woke up at like 2:30... which is late even for me.... and just hung around the house all day and all night, b/c we ended up decided to leave for montauk thursday instead.

thursday 8/5

hmm, typical of my family.. we had originally planned to go to montauk at like around 10.. and didn't get outta the house 'til like...2? haha. well angie decided to come w/ us b/c shelly couldnt come like we had planned b/c of her new kitten. and no-one else could come. we got to the house around 4 and hungout . then we got all cute and ang and i headed to town. we walked up and down the same lil thing for a bit and then these guys kept following us everywhere, like when we went into a store and everything and then they finally stopped us. and one of the kids... dj? is his name i think? was pretty hot, and he seemed to be interested. we talked to them for awhile and got their number... and as we were walking to dinner two like, 20 year old looking guys were walking so close behind us it was like they were breathing down our necks, so i look up at them and they are like....you girls know anything going on tonight? and we talked to them for a min or 2...and they got our number. then ang and i went out to dinner (seabreeze) and got some greek salads which were good. and a lil later the older looking guys (who said they were only 17 btw.. i think their names were chris and brian? possibly?) called us and told us to meet them. so we got in their car to drive to the beach, and at first they were like... lets go to hither hills instead.. and i wouldnt...so we just went to the beach in town and hungout on this blanket and talked. they were kinda weird... a lil too into politics for me. and as we were sitting there 2 kids came over and asked ang and i to hangout w/ them... so the guys we were already w/ flipped out and they almost fought, it was kinda funny. then a couple mins later a kid who was like 20 w/ a lot of piercings but really cool loooking and his sister (who was 16) asked us if we wanted to go to their bonfire and chill. we went, and their uncle was there, and he was the coolest, he was handing out beers and everything. then the guys we were with before started a whole politics talk AGAIN with the uncle guy and then they decided to leave (and wanted us to go w/ .. but we said no thank god) a couple mins later ang really ahdda pee so we left also to find a bathroom. and when we got back to the fire their were like 10 more kids there. and the kids were OMG hoooooooooooooootttt. like love at first site hot lol. especially one kid who was smart too (going to duke in the fall), hes my soulmate :-P. and we hungout there for the rest of the night just hanging out, talking about everything, and playing different drinking games which were a lot of fun. we left the fire at like one and went back to the house and sleeept.

friday 8/6

we got up and it wasnt that nice of a day out so we decided to not surf and wait til sat... but we went down to the beach anyway and chilled all day. then went back to the house and played a dice drinking game w/ everyone. its really awesome, i really wanna get the dice.. its like half drinking game/half betting game...then we hungout for awhile and got ready then went into town. ang mikey steve and i went to the plaza and ate. then went our separate ways...ang and i ran into the guys from the night before that we never called, and i felt really bad b/c the kid dj said he was waiting all night for my call... then when we started to get really bored, and thought that nothing was gonna happen at all we ran into mikey and his new found friends... 2 guys, both 17, one was named chris and the other.. eyebrow ring kid haha... and eyebrow ring kid was cute and chris.. not haha. then we met two kids from the bronx.. matt anddd brian? maybe? haha who were all ghetto-ed out but really funny. then we went down to the beach and hungout, and attempted to maek our own camp fire... which was a disaster, but really amusing haha. then we went and hungout on the lifeguard stand. and established ourselves as true gangterssss. lmao east coast, west coast connection. and of course made up our nick names.. then steve had a lil toooo much to drink, well for him at least... and decided to go and try and fight a bouncer to get into nick's lol. then we went back to the house at like 1 again.. and played some BEER PONG = ). ang and i killed mikey and steve... and pete and johnathon. yea us! then pete, john and i played the quarter game, which i of course was really good at ahah.. i even got it in on the double bounce.. yea boy! haha. then after a while of partying it up i went to bed.

saturday 8/7

woke up pretty early, had breakfast and went to go rent our boards!!!! and i begged so i can get a rash guard, yeaaa surfer chick. and the guy who worked there was SO hot and i was talking to him for a bit, yea i think he was feelng me too =). and we got 2 boards and headed to ditch plainsssss. the waves were really shitty... but i rode 'em anyway. and me and ang were better then mikey and steve hahaha, yea us. we even got some big ones as the day progressed. and thank god for the rashguard b/c everyones stomachs got all fucked up. the day would have been better if it wasnt so damn cold out.. but omg, i love surfing!!! we went back to the house and then got showered and ready. ang mikey steve and i went to the point to the sushi bar which was really good. then we separated and angie and i walked around a bit and got ice cream which was really good too. then met up w/ mikey, steve, chris , eye brow ring kid (from the night before) and this local guy who was SOO HOT omg, <3333333. surfer thing going omggg lol. and we all just hungout and joked around til like...10ish when my parents picked us up.. and we headed hoooome. the ride was liek an hour and a half but felt really long. and btw.. chris wanted angie sooooo bad, but she just kept dissing him over and over and over... which was realyl quite amusing... lol

MONTAUK o4... AWESOME.. i love you all.. im gonna miss youuuuuuu!

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-08-02T22:30:00.000-07:00

yea, woke up ... hungout and then i went to laur's for a lil and then we went out to starbucks and we wondered around stop&shop.. mainly in the condom aisle making asses outta oursleves, oh well... i havent seen her in a long time so that is cool i got to see herrr..

hm survey type thing i decided to take... check it outttt---

SECTiON 1[YOU.]
+your name: Casey
+ your gender: girl.. hopefully haha
+ age: 15
+ height: 5 feet. .. : [
+ hair color: brown
+ eye color: hazel
+ your location: miller place....
SECTiON2 [HAVEYOUEVER ]
+ fallen off the bed? yupp, plenty of times
+ fallen for a relative? nope, that'd be very gross
+ had plastic surgery? nope... prob need it though
+ broke someone`s heart? eh, idk.. you'd hafta ask them,

but i used to be a big bitch to some ppl...(sorry!)
+ had your heart broken? ohh yea.. definetly :/
+ had a dream come true? ummm, i guess so
+ done something you regret? unfortunately....
+ cheated on a test? haha, yea... mostly in bio-hehe
+ broken a body part? noooope , prob jinxing myself...
SECTiON3 [CURRENTLY]
+ wearing - blue-ish tank top and black scrub shorts
+ listening to – scotty doesn't know (the song from eurotrip)
+ chewing - orbit that lauren gave me at starbucks
+ feeling - bored + wishing i had a b.f... lol
+ reading – quotes
+ chatting with - laur, devin, tori, pat, jesssicaaa brunet
+ watching – final destination 2
+ should REALLY be doing- cleaning my room...

yup another survey..( cant ya tell im bored??? )

start.
][ what time is it?: 10:36pm
][ what is the date?: 8/2
][ why are you fillinq this out?: boredness
- favorites.
][ number: 7
][ color: pink & purple & blue & black hehe
][ season: summer!
][ holiday: christmas
][ month: july or dec
][ day of the week: friday or sat.
][ qrade so far: going into 10th
][ class: '07
][ teacher so far: umm have a lot of themm...

][ drink: coke
][ food: everything lol
][ fruit: strawberries & blueberries
][ veggie: ummm tomatoe? or brocolli... w/ cheese though... hmm or corn.. idk
][ tv show: charmed

][ radio station: lots of stuff?

][ cd: don't really listen to whole cd's like burned ones better...
][ animal: my kitty : )
][ clothinq store: w.e i like....
][ ice cream flavor: choc chip cookie dough
][ breakfast food: pancakes
][ way to have fun: chilling with friends & cheerleading.. stuff like that
- this or that.
][ me/you: me?depends who the you is....
][ aol/aim: aim
][ cd/cassette: cd
][ dvd/vcr: dvd
][ radio/cd: radio, like to mix it up
][ jeans/khakis: jeans
][ jacket/coat: jacket?
][ leather/pleather: leather
][ sparkles/bronze: bronze
][ sexy/hot: both?
][ car/truck: car
][ corvette/camero: umm both.. depends what style...
][ stronq/weak: strong
][ upset/pissed: pissed
][ tall/short: short, because i am?.. but in guys, tall?
][ lunch/dinner: dinner... dont really have lunch
][ abercrombie/hollister: abercrombie.. even though im not a big fan..
][ qap/old navy: neither
][ nsync/bsb: neither
][ britney/xtina: britney
][ love/lust: love .. even though it hurts sometimes
][ inside/outside: depends.. probably
][ lipstick/lipqloss: lip gloss
][ silver/qold: silver
][ piercinqs/tattoos: piercings
][ football/basketball: football, but i like cheering for basketball better
][ thunder/liqhtning: ahhh afraid of both
][ this/that: this? that?
- past.
][ if you could take back one thinq you did, what would it be and why?: ummm, monday night? lol
][ do you have any reqrets?: yea, unfortunately
][ last thinq you said: yeaaaa, to a party w/ me jes col and laur haha
][ last sonq you heard: scotty doesnt know (song for eurotrip)
][ last person you talked to on the phone: umm besides my mom, prob ron.. lol
- present.
][ what are you doinq riqht now?:chatting with ppl, doing this annddd watching a movie (yea multi-tasking!)
][ what cd is in your cd player?: ummm i listen to kazaa more...
][ are you cold?: a tad, its a bit nippy in hereee
][ how are you sittinq?: feet up
][ is there music on?: nope.. to lazy to put any on
][ what time is it?: 10:44
][ where are your parents?: daddy, prob downstairs.. you know.. lol and mommy bed
- future.
][ how old will you be when you qraduate hiqh scool?: 18
][ are you qoinq to qet married?: hopefully
][ are you qoinq to have children?: planning on it
][ if yes, how many?: i want 2.. but you never know
][ what will you name them?: girl: chloe nicole boy: joshua michael
][ do you wanna qo to colleqe?definetly... PARTY! oh and for a good education hehe
][ which colleqe?: have no idea, im not good with planning out my life...
- others.
][ write in cursive or print?: print, i think i forgot script
][ riqhty, lefty, ambidexterous?: righty...
][ what do you think of rainbows?: gay people.. haha
][ do you have any tattoos?: nope
][ if not, do you want any, and where?: undecided
][ what do you think of eminem?: hes hot, but his music is getting worse..
][ what do you think of britney and justin?: they broke up awhile ago?
][ if you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: cali prob.
][ do you drive?: not yetttt, permit in less than 5 months...
][ like milk and cookies?: yup, im a fattie
][ ever worn black nail polish?: uh huh...
][ what color nail polish do you have on?: none.. not allowed b/c of cheer
][ if you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: read peoples minds....
][ do you do thinqs even when your parents say no?: def. lol, im a rebel!!!
][ what's your favorite sonq to "rock out" to?: umm any punk.. <33
][ ever taken anythinq from a hotel?: yuppp, when i was italyyy
][ did you talk to you crush/bf/qf today?: yupp
][ do you think this is stupidly lonq?: ummm kinda
][ did you like it?: i dont really care
][ why/why not?: um
- finish.
][ what is the time?: 10:48pm
][ what is the date?: 8/2
][ why did you just do this?: umm i have no idea, boredom?

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-08-01T16:47:00.000-07:00

thursday 7/29-sunday 8/1

i woke up at 7 something and hadda be up at the highschool at 8. we got onto the bus and watched bring it on, haha yea cheerleading. then we got there and had to go to a lil opening lecture type thing. and all the cheerleaders (from diff. squads) all played games. then we went to some classes and dinner. the first time my stunt group tried our lib we hit it perfect, like completely solid... then everytime after that, it didnt work......hmmm sooo frusterating. we got evaluated on one of the sidelines and got a superior ribbon, the best one : ). that night was a lil bit dramaful but we all got over it. then the next day we woke up mad early and got breakfast, went to morning classes, got lunch, afternoon classes, dinner, night classes, hungout in the rooms.today we got evaluated on our cheer piece w/ stunts and got another superior ribbon. then repeated it saturday too and today we got evaluated on our extreme routine (dance w/ stunts thrown in) and got another superior ribbon. and our lib still wouldnt stick >:o grrr frusteration, i want it so bad. then on sunday the final day, we got evaluated again on our fan frenzy things and got another superior ribbon. and another superior ribbon for overall camp attitude. thennn we competed in the camp champs competition in both cheer and dnace. and we place 1st in cheer and 2nd in dance : D......overall camp was good we bonded but it was long, hot, tiring and i was in so much pain. im happy to be home, but of course when i got home i didnt get the best news in the world... grrrrr hate my life lol.

CAMP CHAMPS BITCHES!!!!!

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-28T21:34:00.000-07:00

wednesday 7/28

i woke up and just hung around for a lil bit. i was feeling much better. then ron came over, which was cool. i havent seen him in awhile. at 5:30 i had cheer practice. my group got our walk-in first try, we are deffff getting the lib at camp, im not giving them a choice hehe. then we just went over the dance, a lot. afterwards i went to kohl's to pick up stuff for camp and went to blockbuster, and now im about to go watch my movie (starsky and hutch)

i also took some quizzes today, take a look-see

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by

Aphrodite/Eros

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
brought to you by

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

sunday 7/25

we woke up, and it was crappy out so we got everything packed up and left nice and early. we all had a really really bad starbucks craving. and stopped in the first one we saw. i got my java chip and a marble cake... i sucked it down, it was SO good omggg lol. then we drove and had one of our awesome convos haha.. and when i got home i went upstairs and chilled by the comp the rest of the day. then at night i went downport with colette and we jsut walked around and caught up. it was fun.

monday 7/26

during the day i just chilled, and then my mom decided to tell me ill have no rides for the rest of the night b/c she had mikey's baseball game. so i jumped into anything and went over ash's. we chilled for a lil and then cory and shelly came over. and we went to devin's, i havent seen them in forever, so it was cool to chill w/ them again. after devins we dropped shelly and cory off and went back to ash's. then john, anthony, niki and a mt sinai kid came over. and we were gonna go out w/ them, but we woudltn get in the car w/ john b/c he had been drinking. so instead we just hungout in front of the house. and john has a freaking knife and ketp trying to stab me with it, urgh hate knives lol. then vinny showed up and we went to stop and shop parking lot to wait for vecchio to get off of work. then we chilled w/ him and all his co-workers in the stop and shop parking lot, playing with balls haha. then ash vinny cj and i went out . and it ended up to be a very bad night....

tuesday 7/27

i was in bed all day, sick as anything. it blew... but shelly, ash and vin did stop by to keep me company. <333

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-25T04:15:00.000-07:00

friday 7/23 --continued.....

shelly and i hungout at my house for a while, and ash came to pick us up around 9 to head out to montauk. it was an interesting car ride like always, especially when ash drives... lol. we got there, and her aunt lives in a tiny lil house by herself w/ 3 cats.... so naturally there was cat hair everywheerrreeeee. and ash is allergic to cats so she was up all night, and i didnt sleep too good either.

saturday 7/24 .....

we woke up pretty early and ashy was cranky haha. so shelly ma and i went to john's pancake house for some breakfast. and i got waffles with fresh fruit = ) yuuuum! and then we walked around a lil and went back to the house. thennn shelly ashly and i went to ditch plains to watch the surfers, and omg, surfer guys are the hottest guys alive. i would do anythingggg to get with one of them lol. we would have gone up to one of them, but most of them had girls with them so f that idea lol. we ended up watching a whole competition. after we went back to the cabin and watched tv til it was time to get ready to go out. we got all dressed up and looked hott of course ;-) jp lol. then we got pizza and walked around. and as we were in plaza we saw really hot guys walk past, so we bolted out and we were really close tto them, and then like 10 girls jumped out of nowhere on top of them, so so much for that. and as we passed that whole group later on, the guys checked us out and the girls flipped and said shit to us. we were like yea, sorry for breathing bitches hah. we were really close to getting into a fight.... then we got really bored b/c it was cold and not a lot of ppl were out, and we sat on a bench. and some kid sits on the floor in front of us and strikes up a conversation. he was pretty cute, but his friend...wasn't lol. we talked to them for awhile and gave them our numbers, they like forced us haha. then we walked around a bit, and walked past another group of guys who stopped us. they were really cute, and wanted us to go to a party w/ them in east hampton. and i really watned to go, but i knw it wasnt a smart idea. but we exchanged numbers w/ them anyway b/c they wanted to hangout after (we called and they ended up sleeping in east hampton, thank god we didnt go we would have been stranded there) then we hit up kristen mayhew b/c we knew she was in montauk. so we met up with them ( jill & jenna davenport and this girl jess from rp) and went to dinner w/ them. (shelly and i split a baked ziti ) then we hungout for a bit and got someone to buy us beer. and wetn back to hither hills with them. but turns out we were too exhausted to even drink and too cold. so we just chilled for a bit and went back to the house and went to sleep....

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-22T16:39:00.001-07:00

sunday 7/18

after i got home from shelly's i showered and hungout , recovered a lil bit lol. then i went to the patchogue marina and hungout w/ my mom's friends (the people i went to italy with) and we ate dinner. and our waiter was mad hot (long blonde hair, blue eyes, surfer guy) but i got bad vibes from him lol. then we were bored so my mom let me drive around the marina. and of course i wasnt paying attention and cut off a convertible viper..... lol. then soon as i got home i packed and headed off to shelly's and spent the night.

monday 7/19-thursday 7/22

we woke up and then got everything ready and at about 2:30 we headed off to wildwood in the trailer. the trailer is awesome. we got there, set it up and drank a couple of beers. then we took a walk to the park and watched her 2 cousins and one of their friends....and we decided to go pee in the woods, and left them there. we told them to stay right there but noooope, they left.. and we came back flipping out screaming there names. and just sat there were we left them for like 30 mins. and while we were searching for them a car passed, and totally turned around and pulled up next to us....and there were two hot guys... we talked to them for a bit, but in our drunken stupidity we told them our real ages.. so we never saw them again :-( . we went back and made smores... then went in and watched jeepers creepers.

we woke up and had pancakes. then shelly and i got ready and walked down to the beach... and listen to my pessimist attitude---we are on the final huuuge hill to get down to the beach and shelly is like 'yea its all downhill from here' and i go 'yea but we hafta do this whole walk back up on our way back'....we stayed at the beach like all day, and steven came and the rest of her family so we went swimming with them and everything. then we went back to the trailer and got showered and dressed. we drank a couple more beers and played nintendo...crash bash!!!...then we went for a walk to the beach and we decided to climb this huuuge dune thing, which took us forever considering we drank... and we sat up there screaming profanity and other things to all the fisherman at the beach then angeleek, leah, and jeffrey (her cousins) joined us. and showed us this clay stuff that they found, and it was really soft so we played w/ us.. and the kids were like our lil slaves and got us more clay. then when we hadda get down, i fell the whole way down, and was completely dirty. then we got back to the camper and got cleaned up and made some more smores. then we went inside and watched scream 2. and fell asleep.

we woke up and had bagels that shelly's mom's friends brought us. they were huge. then we got ready, and went to the beach and baked for awhile and swam too. then we went back... ate dinner..and drank some more beers = ) then played more video games.. then shelly her cousins joe and i decided to go back to the dunes. we chilled up there for awhile. then we went back to the trailers, and then everyone decided to go back there and we chilled there for a lil bit and when they left shelly and i stayed...and went skinny dipping lmao. we were drunk as hell, then we went back and had more smores. and watched wrong turn while eating our slim jims, and i think shelly fell asleep halfway through.

woke up and had eggs, went to the store and got more slim jims, then went down to the beach w/ steve and the cousins for 2 hours. when we got back we headed into miller place so i can go to cheerleading and shower. i went to cheer, and my group started doing walk-ins, at camp we are getting our lib and thats FINAL! then i left a bit early, and went back to wildwood for one more awesome night. her cousins and aunt +uncle left so the two of us drank and just chilled by the fire, talking about everything. then we went inside and made 'the dip' and watched what lies beneath, but i was so drunk i had no idea what was going on.

and btw, i had to have pissed in the woods more times in these past 4 days, then ever in my life lmao.

-feet in sand , beer in hand - wildwood '04

and`lets get retarded in here` our theme song for wildwood

and me and shell are number one's!!!

friday 7/23

we woke up early and got everything together and left wildwood = (. we went back to shelly's and she got packed for montauk!!!!!!! and then we came back to my house and chilled while i got packed for montauk!!!!!!!!

yes we are going to montauk with miss ashly haskell for the weekend. oh shit, watch out here come the triplets!!

to be continued...... ; )

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-18T02:56:00.000-07:00

i love my friends

friday 7/16

shelly, niki and i woke up at around 12ish, when her dad came back from getting their new trailor. we got to go inside it and everything, it's seriously nicer in there then in some ppl's houses. then we just hung around and talked to christina and jess... and i went home around 2. got in the shower and got ready again, and headed over to ash's.....of course when i got there nobody was there b/c she ran over to joey's w/ tom and dano. so i just let myself into my second home and hungout for a couple mins til they got back. @ 8 tom, craig and kev had a summer basketball league game.... so ash, dano, eddie and i went. it was out in riverhead, and of course tom's team got spanked. they were up against some huuuuge black guys. the score was like 80 something-30 something haha. then as we were leaving riverhead, tom did the sickest thing lol... it was ash, tom, craigh and i in tom's car and kev, dano and eddie in eddie's car....and we decided to do a donut or burnout or somehting like that in the parking lot, and we ended up like drifting the whole parking lot, which was a lot of fun haha... then we pull up to a red light, and two ppl we know were in front of us, so tom decides to go into the opposite lane ( where the oncoming cars go) and totally cut off the other guys, and we drifted again and almost hit mad cars. it was scary, but def. awesome lol. then we just all went back to toms then ash's to chill. and joey, tom , dillon and i slept at ash's.

saturday 7/17

i had to wake up mad early (8:30) to go to the cheerleading carwash. that was long and grueling. it was so hot out there, at some points i thought i was gonna pass out. we made a lot of money that will go to camp though. i didnt get out of there til 3-3:30 so i was exhausted. but of course i hadda get ready and go straight to the manchester residence for nick's birthday party. we were just all chillen in the pool. and playing on the trampoline. and of course im used as like a lil rag doll, everyone likes to pick me up and throw me....which is pretty fun so i dont mind lol. except when colin drags me across the trampoline and now i like have trampoline burn on my elbows, which really kills btw. then we bbq'ed and everything. we had a lot of fun. then when night came, we busted out the drinks = ) we had around 120 beers, for like almost 20 ppl...and we finished them all. everyone was so gone. it was soooo much fun! there was a lil bit of drama here and there but oh well. and joey and dano threw me in the pool, fully clothed and everything...i thought i was going to drown i was so scared lol. then we all passed out wherever we dropped in the living room floor. and from like 2 something when i fell asleep to 6, i was out cold. i dont remember anything, michelle said she tried waking me up, and i talked to her back and everything, but i dont ahve any rememberance of that at all. and larry hit me with pillows and i didnt move. but from what i hear ( a million times btw) larry was hitting nick with the pillow as hard as he possibly could, like 22 times... and nick didnt like move for a while lol. everyone says it was the funniest thing , im sad i missed it lol. and then while everyone was sleeping, there were some artists going around drawing on everyone's faces... (cough staci and maddie cough) yea so i had like a fuck or a cock on my forehead and lots of lines, and dillon had an insert here w/ an arrow pointing to his ear lol. but it came off....

sunday 7/18

i woke up at 6 and talked and chilled w/ staci and maddie and dano i guess til like 7, and went back to sleep. then when everyone got up later we decided to get bagels, they were so good = ). then ppl started leaving and shelly em tom nick nick zach colin joey and i just all jumped in the pool, orrr i was thrown in the pool like 10 times... lol... and we just joked around for a bit, they hafta be some of the funniest kids ever lol. then i went back home . ...

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-16T14:32:00.000-07:00

wednesday 7/14

i went to the movies with ron and justin to see anchorman....i really wanted to see it and they needed a ride home, so i guess we kinda used eachother....i havent seen either of them in a long time, i guess it was kind of refreshing to hangout w/ new ppl.... the movie was alright, nothing special, there were def some funny parts though. then there was nothing def. going on at night, so i just went to tumbling. more returnees came this time, so it was a lil more fun. and for some reason my back decided to semi-bend = ) . after tumbling colette slept over, and we just chilled. i'd say we had a good time, lol.

thursday 7/15

colette and i woke up, and then she left. then laur and i decided to chill b/c i havent seen her in forever, i missed my l. stern!...we went to friendlys before practice, and i got dippin' chicken = ) yum! after we finished eating and catching up, we went to practice. and today my baby quit cheerleading : ( , it def wont be the same without shellybell on the team but i understand why she quit. it was mad hot out, and practice was 3 hours, which seemed like forever, ughhh. i went home, got showered and ready, and headed over to shelly's...but she was at lisa's so i went there. and all the guys started showing up car by car lol. and we couldnt stay there anymore, so we headed over to mcnulty's... and it turned out to be a very dramaful night... ughhh. after everyone cooled down, niki shelly and i went back to shelly's and watched texas chainsaw massacre and fell asleep...

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-14T10:21:00.000-07:00

tuesday 7/13

shelly and i woke up at like 1:30, we were completely exhausted. then i just chilled there til around 4 and went home. it was sucha blah day b/c of all the rain, it better not be like that all weeeeeek >:o. then for the rest of the day i just ate some mcdonalds and watched butterfly effect..twice lol
that is sucha good movie <3. then at like 1 i watched along came polly with my bro and we made brownies 8-). i was kinda disappointed with along came polly, it was really predictable. oh well....

my horoscope :
You thought you were being clear, but why then didn't anyone fully understand what you said? Today can be rich with misunderstandings, for you and others are relying on sloppy thinking. The problem is that there are important things that need to be said, but if you're not going to take the time to think it through with clarity, then maybe it's better not being said at all. If you think about the consequences of miscommunication, you will think twice before speaking.

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i'm not always sick but often tired
sometimes i'm having fun or wired
i don't have someone to call my own
mxpx

you were happy once...with me
butterfly effect

anyone perfect must be lying,
anything easy has its cost,
anyone loved can be lost.
barenaked ladies

throw my emotions in a grave, hell who needs them anyway
greenday

life could slip away
in absent minded numbness
311

kiss me ...

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-13T15:06:00.000-07:00

monday 7/12

during the day i just chilled in my pj's and then i headed over to shelly's to get ready. none of the guys except for joey could go to the club, and he couldnt drive so we hadda find rides and everything to viper. shelly ashly joey and i ended up going, and had a great time = ) . after the club i slept at shelly's and ash decided to go home...

and congratulations to colette for getting a new b.f...but colette...make sure he knows about us ; )

^im jealous

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-12T09:09:00.000-07:00

yea, took some more quizzes....

Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body

You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers

And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back

You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours

One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!

Are You Jealous? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

You Should Date An Italian!

You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guy

An Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charming

If your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with him

Invest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

and here are some interesting facts....

1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.

2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button.

3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years.

4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more.

5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart!

6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties.

7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute.

8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6 years old.

9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines.

10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498.

11. The average housefly lives for one month.

12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year.

13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened.

14. The average computer user blinks 7 times a minute.

15. Your feet are bigger in the afternoon than any other time of day.

16. Most of us have eaten a spider in our sleep.

17. The REAL reason ostriches stick their head in the sand is to search for water.

18. The only two animals that can see behind themselves without turning their heads are the rabbit and the parrot.

19. John Travolta turned down the starring roles in "An Officer and a Gentleman" and "Tootsie."

20. Michael Jackson owns the rights to the South Carolina State anthem.

21. Most television commercials advertising milk, a mixture of white paint and a little thinner is used in place of the milk.

22. Prince Charles and Prince William NEVER travel on the same airplane, just in case there is a crash.

23. The first Harley Davidson motorcycle built in 1903 used a tomato can for a carburetor.

24. Most hospitals make money by selling the umbilical cords cut from women who give birth. They are used in vein transplant surgery.

25. Humphrey Bogart was related to Princess Diana. They were 7th cousins.

26. If coloring weren't added to Coca-Cola, it would be green.

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-11T21:09:00.000-07:00

saturday 7/10

i had cheer in the morning so i hadda wake up nice and early after getting practically no sleep lol. practice was good, even though i was dead i got to my first full basing : ). and we did a sponge and reload, which is good. i def got stronger this year, yea me! then i went home for like 3 hours, the longest time ive been home in like 4 days lol then i went right back to my second home. then her cousin lauren came over, and devin, and bob so we just chilled with them til like 11 or so, and went to tom's....and had a crazy, crazy night haha. and me and ash just ended up sleeping there....

sunday 7/11

woke up, chilled by tom's pool, ran some errands with ash and tom then headed over to shelly's to cheer her up a bit. all the guys were there so we just chilled in the pool and such. then at night, we had nothing to do.. and it turned out to be a shitty night... everyone was in a bad mood, so kinda got me in one too.....

ps. the whole world wears john paul for cologne....

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i dont miss * you *

i miss you and i * together *

every juliet needs a romeo `

im single , sexy , and free to flirt
i want to be in love but dont wanna get hurt

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CLUB VIPER TOMORROW WITH MY GIRLIESSS!
and, possibly some guys, but excited..
first time in a club w/out a guy.. and
going with two of my best friends : )

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-10T13:51:00.000-07:00

on thursday....
during the day, i got a nice big tack stuck in my foot (allll the way in) and tommy and mikey just laughed at me. it hurt sooo bad : ( . then i had to go to cheer and i was late of course.. so she made me fly , which blew really bad. after cheer i went to ash's, i havent seen her in so long so i was excited : ). we went to denise's for a little and hungout with her comsewogue friends til like 10 something...and then tom came and picked us up and everyone went downport, which was fun. except i was a lil scuzzed out, too many guys hitting on us lol. we then decided we were in the mood to scare ourselves, so we went to 'devil's path' behind the church/cemetery. and me craig niki + eddie went one way, and tom ash shelly + dano went the other b/c they didnt like the fact there was a house there...when we all met back up the other group said when they went their way, they got really cold all of a sudden and got bad vibes... so we wwanted to check it out, and it was the oddest thing...i was like cold and had the chills but i was like sweating...freaky shit. we got a lil spooked so ash, dano, tom + craig went back to ash's to crash. and craig took my couch >:o. and the tv turned on in the middle of the night, while nobody was near it.. it was just sitting on the table...weiiird.

on friday...
during the day, i went out on tom's boat with ash and shelly. it was too rough to go out on the sound so we just cruised around the harbor, which was really nice and relaxing. tom was pimping it, and then joe came on with us lol. that night it took us awhile to settle on one thing to do lol.. we went downport for a lil, and there was nothing to do so we just went to amanda's boat with eddie and stasia and just chilled there, and we went back to amanda's and chilled with some ppl. then after a lil controversy ahah we went back to devil's path to try and find the houses, yup didnt happen. but we did succeed in getting bitten by every freakin bug in the whole woods. and i also decided to lose my shoes so i just walked without them through the brush, not the best idea. so we went to ashly's and got cleaned up and just chilled for a bit. now i have cuts all over and my feet kill haha. overall, very interesting night : )

i love my friends!!!

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-07T19:03:00.000-07:00

yea, today i went to the beach
with colette, and saw ash and nicole
so we chilled with them for a bit.
and since i've gotten home i've been in
the worst mood, and there was nothing
going on really tongiht so i just decided
to go to tumbling. i'm never gonna get it..
i blow so bad, but its ok....
i'll get over it someday ; )

the results of some quizzes i took....

You Are a Brazilian Bikini!

You are confident, flirty, and rockin' in a skimpy bikini.

You've got the bod to wear almost any swimsuit...

So you choose minimal coverage - and maximum tan

What Kind of Bikini Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

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(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Watermelon

You tend to approach life as a fun game - being playful at every turn.

You're a flirt with flair, and your the type most likely to surprise your date.

But you're popularity doesn't stop with guys... you've got a great group of girlfriends too!

You're fresh, aggressive, and more than a little sassy. The tangy taste of watermelon goes great on your lips.

What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

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(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

You Are a Friendly Flirt!

You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone.

And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly.

You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls.

And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick!

What Kind of Flirt Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

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(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Not a Player, But You Dabble In the Game.

Sometimes a girl just wants to have fun- and when it's fun you're after, you get it.

But when you want a relationship, you seem to score that as well.

What you want changes from day to day… and from guy to guy.

Luckily, you've got the skills to get whatever you want - and pass the leftovers on to your friends.

Are You a Player? Take This Quiz :-)

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(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

w e l c o m e to my l i f e ...

2004-07-06T12:53:00.000-07:00

yea, got bored so decided to make this--

summer 'o4
no r e s t r i c t i o n s + no r e g r e t s

this summer, me and all my girls are
s i n g l e ; )... be excited haha, this
summer is def. going to be memorable

<3 lauren , shelly , ash , niki ,
colette , jes , erica , steph

..... = )